I have absolutely no idea how to carry on, this up-heaving roller coaster ride of life. I feel so alone. Absolutely alone. Sigh, I try to put everything behind me and just carry on the best that I can. Smile for people, carry out what is routine, act as if everything is normal and carry on walking

Its not easy and you I don't understand why is it that you don't because I have told you time and time again why. and why is it that at my weakest point in time you decided to become the someone that isn't you. Ever heard of when you start something, you end it well, if not, don't bother starting it. And I hate you for that. Because, I am human too...